Thursday, April 22, 2010

Potty Training Progress

 This picture was taken a couple weeks ago!

Look at this this poor child! If you stood outside on our garage steps you would have heard this child howling. Twink would do this every time we tried to introduce the potty to her. Her fear was so intense that we have held off until now. I had a wonderful bloggy friend, a Tonggu Momma send me some wonderful tips many months ago. We tried it then but it did not go well. We are now giving those tips a try a again with great sucess! Thank you friend!
See look, it only took a couple of times of her actually sitting on the potty for her to relax. She is doing really great and I'm thinking she will be completely potty trained soon! Won't school be so surprised on Monday. :)

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Home

We are home.We were allowed to leave last night after all of Twinks test came back normal. Both her EEG and MRI showed no new significant changes. We are awaiting the results of her blood test to see if her medication levels are appropriate. They were taken once but she had already had her night time dose so she would give a false reading.

All of this started on Wednesday. Twink started acting really tired and not eating as well as she normally does. Thursday she did not eat her breakfast which usually means something is wrong. The child never skips a meal unless she is not feeling well. I checked her temp but it was normal so we sent her to school. I received a phone call around 1 or 1:30pm that Twink did not want to play on the playground that she came in and wanted to lay down. She ended up falling asleep until her bus came to pick her up about a 1/2 hr later. When she came home she fell asleep again until 5 and went to bed at 8pm without a fuss. She did not eat much of her dinner.

Friday we decided to keep her home even before I woke her up. When I went into wake her though she looked dusky and her eyes fluttered as she tried to wake. They were trying so hard to focus on me but were having such a hard time. Again she did not want to eat but I made sure she had a couple of bites which had her medication in it. She was asleep by 10am and slept for three hours. awake for awhile and took another short nap from 3:30 to 5pm. Seemed fine after that. She even had a slice of pizza for dinner.

Saturday morning same as the others, she did not want to eat. I ended up feeding her. She was not happy but I did it anyway. She fell asleep by 11am and slept till 2pm when she cried out. Something she never does. When she came down she cuddled for awhile dozing on and off. She seemed to be having a hard time waking up. When she would open her eyes it was as if she was trying to come out of anesthesia. She seemed to not be herself and was having a very hard time focusing on us. After about an hour of this we decided to take her to the hospital. She was not following us with her eyes so I thought she was going into a seizure or coming out of one.

I swear the ER doctors thought I drugged her. Once we arrived she freaked like she always does. She totally hates doctors. They asked if it was possible that she got into something. I tried to tell them that she is always like this when it comes to doctors and their offices. She showed no signs of infection and the only symptoms she had was loss of appetite and behavioral changes. They admitted her for observation and to run the tests. Did I tell you they put us in a room with video surveillance? ;) Maybe they thought I had Munchhausen.

So we are here at home with no new answers. They are pretty sure she had some seizures and a possible virus. As far as the EEG not picking up seizure activity, I don't know what to tell you. The last two did not pick any up either so we are not totally surprised. The first EEG she had done she had a seizure about a week later and the second was a week or so after a seizure. I was told by her neurologist that seizure activity can be so deep within the brain that it is not always picked up on an EEG. It is obvious she has epilepsy and needs medication. It would be nice to narrow down which medication would be best for her based on seizure activity.
She still is not eating very well. She looks much skinner to the eye. She sees her developmental doctor on Monday and we need to make an appointment with her neurologist. Sorry this is so long but I thought I'd catch you all up on what happened. I took the above pictures with my cell phone, sorry about the quality. Spitfire was so happy and worried about Twink she wanted to sleep with her last night! Are they not sweet!

Thank you for all your thoughts and prayers! They worked and we are forever greatful.

Sunday, April 11, 2010

Prayers for Lia Please

Twink has not been herself the last couple of days. We brought her into the hospital last night due to neurological changes we were seeing. It seems as though she may be having break through seizures when she sleeps but we are not 100% sure. She is very lethargic and has been extra sleepy for at least 4 days now.She is not eating or drinking like normal as well.  They admited her and we will stay until Monday when they can do more tests.

They will be drawing her blood to see if her medication needs to be increased. She will also have an EEG and an MRI on Monday. Please pray that they find what is causing our baby girl to have changed so much. Thanks!

Friday, April 9, 2010

Half the Sky

These pictures are of Bebo taken while he lived at his orphanage in Chongqing which was run by Half the Sky. Thanks to this organizations and people who sponsor children, we now have 21 pictures and short journal entries of his stay at Chongqing SWI! We will be forever great for all the work HTS has done to provide loving care for so many children.


My friend Ginny is having a giveaway!The picture below is of her Chongqing sweetheart, Ruthie showing off the prizes.

Monday, April 5, 2010

What's Wrong?

You've probably all been wondering where I've been. OK maybe some of you have and some of you could careless! ;) I've always said I would be honest with all of you on this blog. It helps others who are adoptive parents learn. If we can't share and learn from each other than what is the point of our blogs?

Please know that I love my family and my children with all of my heart. They are my life. Also know that I love Bebo as well. I am forever grateful that God chose our family for him! We entered his adoption much like Twinks, with no exception.

The past couple of weeks have been hard. I am really struggling. I wish I could pin it all on one thing but there is so much going on around me that I become so overwhelmed. Bebo has adjust better than we could have ever asked for but I wish I could say the same for me. Some days I do better but other days I'm terrible. Sometimes I feel a huge rage just well up inside of me, it is kind of scary. I'm not even sure where it comes from. By the end of the day I've had enough noise, kids, fighting, tattling, etc. I just want to hear myself think for a few minutes.

Dealing with chronic pain on a daily basis does not help. Not much I can do to relieve it, just pray that warm weather comes quickly. We are tossing around the idea of moving and what that would mean in terms of schooling for Bebo and Twink. We would not be close enough to the state school for the deaf for Bebo which has us a bit stressed. Twink has other options so we are not worried about her.

It was suggested we buy Bebo hearing aids. We are working on trying to find possible grants that work with children who are deaf for the aids. We were told they cost about 2K  for each one. With that said The Count and I are not in agreement with cochlear implants. We have to do at least 6 months of HA's before we reach any decision of CI. We see the cleft team the first week of May. Our dentist told us that there is a possibility there may something more going on with Bebo but will not know anything until we see this team of doctors.

As you can see there is quite a bit going on and this mama is feeling a bit stressed. I know we are still trying to adjust as a family. I've been here before, I know it will get better but the road seems long and dark some days.I am struggling.